Butterfly wings...

I have this butterfly tattoo on my arms ...how I got the tattoo is a different story altogether. But along with the question "Is it a real tattoo?" I get to hear "why a butterfly of all the things ? " 
Before a butterfly can emerge out of it’s chrysalis it has to go through a lot of struggling. Yes, struggling. Each time it tries out to escape, acids are being removed from its wings. If someone were to come along and break the chrysalis open for it then the butterfly would die from those acids. In essence the struggle is necessary for the butterfly to survive. Then in the stillness, when the struggle is over, the butterfly can come out and share its beauty with the world.

We as humans are not any different. There are times that we need to struggle, to rid ourselves of the acids that make up sadness, fear, and anger. It is only at this time when we are exhausted and still, that we begin to hear the Universe whisper to us.


Like a butterfly I want to live in the moment and not in days or years ...

My story so far...

life is something which comes with a different meaning each day.I fail to define it in few abstract words.I feel a different person each day and i keep exploring myself as the life goes on.Sometimes, i feel by the time i would understand myself completely,my life would come near an end.Mistakes i did , have taught me to be bold and brave and to face the world whatever it comes up with.

Summing up my life, lessons i had learnt , joys i spread, feelings that hurt me is my post...about my whole life in a few words...

1. I dream a lot.slightly more than other people do.my dreams are important part of my life.I visualise my future in my dreams..they have hurt me too when they deny to become a reality.i've learned to expect them not to be reality always.

2.Emotions are much higher in my life than practicality..I do not understand why do people say i should be practical..how does my bloody life affect you..if i fall down , i would get up on my own.let me pave my own way.

3 . Fairy tales do come true.All you need is to have faith in them.My life had been like a fairy tale too..What i believe is love has the power to change the world.chaning a person is too easy a task.when you love truly , you get back love.keep faith alive.

4.Transparency is another trait of me.When i cant be the way i truly am with you ,  i would leave.I need to be made feel at home.and its not that tough..I expect people around me to wear no faces and just be transparent.I need to peep inside your heart and soul to see your true beauty.

5.I want my man to be true to me always...I would give away my life for your sake just do not let my love go in vain.reciprocate my love and i would be all yours..always walking with you through all the troubles forever.

6. I do not find it easy to tolerate double standards and low mentality.why do you keep looking at the world from a window..come outside and see how beautiful this world is...all you need is to widen your horizon...

7. Family to me is perfect place to be, to feel comfortable and free.I love my family and no matter we fight over small things when time comes, we are there for each other.parents are the only ones who love us unconditnally,they are willing to forgive us for the worst we did.love them and respect them.

8. Marriage....I feel its a perfect union of two souls who become one soul two bodies.Some of the folks have misinterpreted the term .They have used it for all kinds of atrocities which frightens me.

9.I will not change myself for anyone.I do not believe in changing in love.whether for good or bad, you cant expect your partner to change for your ease and comfort.

10 I love the feeling of love...i cant live without love.none of us can but a few claim they can. i do not take the risk of even saying it...love is all i need.

Here i am ...a wandering soul ... at a split end ...just waiting to see what direction life takes...